Tuesday, November 19, 2013
Do you ever know what you really want?
For almost 2 months now I have worked for the school district in there before school program.
* It's only 3 hours a day
* super fun
* I get to hang with Owen
* time flies
*I still get time during the day to accomplish many "MOM" duties
*It's only 3 hours a day
*we have to pay for Owen to be there
*I am definitely exhausted ~ differently ~ by 9 PM!
Because I am employed with the school I now receive the latest job postings/openings in ALL the schools as soon as they come available.
A few weeks ago I applied for a tutor position with another school
~I had an interview last Friday~
I crossed my fingers….the hours would be "school hours" so Owen would not have to go to the before program….aka: we would save money ;-)….The job would be 4 days a week/6 hours per day.
WooHoo~almost a real job!
MORE HOURS=MORE MONEY
At the interview I really started wanting the job.
Over the weekend I really wanted the job.
Then on Monday ~ while being a "MOM"
*making appointments for the dog, the car, etc..
*putting up the Christmas tree (yes, I did!)
I started thinking…..When would I do ALL OF THIS?
How do MOM'S work full time and keep there sanity?
I started thinking… "Do I really want this job?"…."Is this the right time?"…
"Am I ready for this?"
(I know~ seriously at age 44~ am I ready???)
They said I would hear either way on Tuesday (TODAY)
I was kind of nervous every time the phone rang……..then, finally the call came………..
The principal said they decided to go with someone else.
What? They didn't want me?
Well, maybe I didn't want them either.
I am believing God knows what I need and when I need it…..
now is just not the time.